Thursday, July 27, 2006

Live with surprises

How bored it is if a person live with no surprises? I found that it is fun when planning for surprises because the work has to be done undercover and it must bring the heart attack element to the receiver. LOL. Be prepared if someone around you give you a surprise :D

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Creative cells....where r u?

Craft was used to be one of my hobby because I have special interest in doing all these. From origami, knitting, cross stitch, chinese knot to Calligraphy. But I have not been doing these for very long time. I think maybe since the day I start work. Like suddenly all my creative cells gone.....

Lately was being inspired by some of the stuff online when I was surfing where all these craft can be very fun in my life. Suddenly like I have so many things need to try.... Maybe I want to try with cooking first. But waiting for him to help in setting up the new pan by putting on the handle :D Wow... then I can make pancake, sausage, ham..... then I want to try chinese knot? knitting? Creative + creative + cReaTivE .....

Monday, July 24, 2006

Give and Take

There's always give and take rules apply in every single thing. I was thinking whether I should really stick to the give and take measurement here. Coz I really unable to convinced myself that I should be socialised to the extend that I start to feel that I don't enjoy the process and that's a big problem for me. How?????????

Maybe should sleep more then.......................zzzzzzzzz

Monday, July 17, 2006

Mixture of different feels

Was almost to the extreme for the pass few days because my mood swing seriously due to a lot of occasions happen.

Went to body balance class again, where I automatically choose the space next to the glasses. I saw aeroplane and sunset skyline which make me felt so touch! Maybe I have not observing this for the pass few months.

Whole housing area's power supply got cut off for whatever reason since Friday's midnight till 5 o'clock in Saturday's morning. It was so hot like being surrounded by hot air and can't breath! It's the first time that I sleep in the living room. Or I should say that I rest but not sleep till Saturday morning and just took bath in order to meet friends in SS2.

Found out that recently he was having problem in my room where he got sneeze easily in my room therefore decided to turn my room up side down to clean up what ever possible dust. Spend the whole evening to do vacumming and cleaning. I wish I have a coolest and nicer vacum cleaner where I can get the job done easily.. LOL.. Free sauna for the evening.... How nice if there's a space that allows me to sell second hand things easily so that I can get a new one..... how nice if I can have an oven to bake things that I like.... how nice this.... how nice that.....

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Feeling of being trusted and trusting someone

What is the feeling of being trusted? What is the feeling of trusting someone? Suddenly I lost those feeling..... Personally I'm a person which very hard to trust someone therefore it always take a very long time to trust a person either in work or in social. But maybe because I've experienced the cases where I being fooled by the person I trusted therefore the whole process even take longer time than before. What is the feeling of being trusted? I always experience the true feeling of being trusted easily when holding a baby. When a baby sit and lay comfortablely on my arm or body then there is!

I need to re-evaluate my "TRUST" scale which either apply on the situation being trusted or trusting someone. How nice is it if TRUST is like dollar value which can be calculated?

Friday, July 07, 2006

When was the last time I look at the star in the sky

I really can't remember when was the last time I look at the stars in the sky. And I don't even realised that there are stars in the sky anymore until yesterday night...

I went for body balance class after work. This is the first time I took the place next to the glass because there were a lot of other students. The class started a bit late at about 7:15pm. Track 1... Track 2... Track 3............. time flies and it's the last track where instructor will off the air-cond and lights so everyone can lay down on the yoga mad and relax. Soft music playing in the air and everyone is encourage to relax themselve in what ever position that most comfortable with like release pony tail... I closed my eyes to try to release my stress from work. Towards the end, I choose to open my eye and enjoy the view outside the glass, and surprised!!!! I saw stars blinking in the sky!!!!! I don't know how to explain my feeling ... is like feeling of happy mixed with dissappointing feeling. I'm happy because it has been such a long time I never seen stars blinking in the sky; I'm dissappointed because how can I forgot about stars in the sky since I start working..... Is it that I spend too much time in work or any other things until I've forgotten to have a look at the sky?

Monday, July 03, 2006

Not easy to be a female

It's never been an easy job of being a female especially in today's society. This title will be more interesting if I'm going to write it in cantonese as the drama's title but I'm never good in typing cantonese text. :D

It's not easy to be a female especially successful corporate female cum good house wife. Most of the female today wear a lot of hats: being it a house wife; being it a mother; being it a lovely wife; being it a sexy dinner partner; being it a departmental manager; being it a smart family financial planner..... non of the title mentioned is an easy job.

The drama bring's me a very good question for me to exercise my brain:"If you knew the ending of the story is really bad, will you still want go for a try?". The advice is no one can ever determine the ending because it all depends on the elements of different stage in your life. Well, personally there is no right or wrong answer to this because I believe in what you gain means what you've lost on the other side. Because of this, I'm very nervous when something goes right all the way which will bring me to something worst at the end. Which female do not wish to have a husband which really love and take care of herself? Even superstars like Nicole Kidman or Melinda Gates.... but no one knows whether this relationship will really accompany us until the last breath?

Just can't wait to finish the whole set of the drama but I'm really sure that the more I watch the more tissue I'll need for my tears..... and wish all the lovers including myself "珍惜曾经拥有,更期盼天长地久!"

Sunday, July 02, 2006

一盏灯。。。

不记得曾经在张小娴的哪一本小说中阅的一盏灯等待主人的故事。自从一个人生活,每当发高烧或感冒时都很没安全感所以都需要一盏宝宝所用的灯陪伴。无意中发现了张小娴的小说中的感觉,一种无法形容的呵护。一盏灯的重要让我领悟到观察周围的重要,一种无法形容的感觉。。。。。只希望人人都可以至少领悟一次。。。。。 :D