Feel like eating cheese cake
Has been falling sick for about a week and these few days became worst where I can't smell or taste anything correctly. Suddenly saw the Secret Recipe catalogue on my table and feel like eating cheese cake. There are so many of them that I wish to eat but when I calculate the cost then it start to turn me down.
1 piece of cheese cake = RM6.50 + 15% tax = RM7.50
At this price I can get 1 small pack of Famous Amos chocolate chips biscuit which can last for about a week if I share with my bf.
At this price I can have lunch for two days....... SO? Get out from dream and back to reality ... :((
I hate myself...
I hate myself. A lot of times I can easily being "soft heart" because of small matters. The freedom that I've been waiting for so long is just around the corner. Very soon I'll have my own freedom my own space but because of a bowl of soup or a sentence easily make me feel guilty and let go the freedom. Why is this so?????? Can someone freeze my heart into ice?
side effects of retrenchment
Had an interview with a candidate as usual few days ago. From the conversation with him clearly let me feel that the retrenchment in his ex-company three years ago really hurt him a lot and kill his career confidence away.
When I log on the YM this morning, one of my first job's ex-collueage message me and we are the batch got retrenched by company 5 years ago. Thank god that both of us are recovered from the retrenchment nightmare where he already married with very good career now.
When I recall what happen five years ago when I got retrenched during my first job which is really hurt a lot. But luckily I was managed to get a new job within very short duration and so call I enjoyed the "JOY" of being retrenched :D (I'm crazy!) If company plan for retrencement I think I'll shout "me... me.... me!!!"
Wish to be small skeleton
Was really busy and tired, so happen last night I've to eat out therefore decided to drop by 1-U to grab some stuff. When I passed by Beatrice Looi's shop, the new arrival displayed was so nice until I walk into the shop directly without having to think twice.
All the evening gown in there are so nice!! One of the white gown with red flower stitches shines. Although the price is RM5xx but I had the feeling to have a try but when I ask for my size the sales girl told me that there was the only piece and it is "S". :(( really wish to be a "S" size skeleton..... Because it is so hard to get "love at first sight" gown lately.
My Honeymoon is over...
Being soak into honeymoon environment for few days. Frankly speaking I really enjoy these few days very much but at the same time it also make me think further for my future life. Should I or should I not? Can it be or it can't be?
Maybe I'll really a girl with too many questions which always ends up with so many question marks on the table........ It's time back to normal ASTRO life :D
