Something to note down
It has been ages since the last time i write blog. But i think there is something that i want to note down today.Early in the morning woke up about 5am plus due to my baby's cry. Comforted her and go back to sleep but some how can't really fall sleep coz wanted to go washroom but washroom is not available at the moment then just wait..... dunno waited how long and already fall sleep. When i open eye is already almost one hour later. Quickily went washroom and come back sleep again.
I dream about being invited to a senior's house which located at those street which sell chinese pray stuff and i saw a ghost in red shirt black skirt following my friend and another two with one having same custom as previous and another in blue/black at the entrance of the house. I told my friend but she say left it. Some how i ask the ghost go away but they remains there. We went some where else but there are snakes around which is really scary.
Woke up around 8am plus but i was super tired due to the dream. Spend whole day in blur mode in office. When i drive home, i saw a red ladybird in grass when i stop by a traffic light. I can't remember when was the last time i saw red live ladybird. Could be ages ago when i still helping my father in farm. Suddenly feel bored and tired why i'm in such life. Do i really like it to be that way? What happen to those dreams and ambition that i used to have?