Something to note down
It has been ages since the last time i write blog. But i think there is something that i want to note down today.
Early in the morning woke up about 5am plus due to my baby's cry. Comforted her and go back to sleep but some how can't really fall sleep coz wanted to go washroom but washroom is not available at the moment then just wait..... dunno waited how long and already fall sleep. When i open eye is already almost one hour later. Quickily went washroom and come back sleep again.
I dream about being invited to a senior's house which located at those street which sell chinese pray stuff and i saw a ghost in red shirt black skirt following my friend and another two with one having same custom as previous and another in blue/black at the entrance of the house. I told my friend but she say left it. Some how i ask the ghost go away but they remains there. We went some where else but there are snakes around which is really scary.
Woke up around 8am plus but i was super tired due to the dream. Spend whole day in blur mode in office. When i drive home, i saw a red ladybird in grass when i stop by a traffic light. I can't remember when was the last time i saw red live ladybird. Could be ages ago when i still helping my father in farm. Suddenly feel bored and tired why i'm in such life. Do i really like it to be that way? What happen to those dreams and ambition that i used to have?
Confinement lady - Ah Hua
I was damn regret that I hired this confinement lady called Ah Hua with surname Liew which stay in Segambut.
I already don't be so particular in what she is cooking for me as long as she take care of baby properly and cook 'ok' food. But turns out seems like she dunno how to cook and rules for confinement food.
1. She is so lazy until she dun cut ginger, mushroom or fungus freshly everyday. She dig out those tupperwares i have in cupboard and then cut them in batch and use it for 2-3 days.
2. According to rule, fungus helps to clean everything inside the body in order for herbs to take place so normally fungus only apply in food for first few days but she continue to use this fungus in my every meal continously for more than a week. Until one day my aunt realised and ask me to stop her immediately before it harm my body further. But who knows she stop for few days then i saw fungus in my breakfast one day i was almost pengsan where i was already start taking herbs. The reason she gave was she thought i already not sien with fungus.
3. She is not very hygiene where she is having long hair which from my observation she only wash it every 3 days. On the day she is going to wash her hair, she will not clip or tie she hair up and she cont on cooking and taking care baby. I've found her hair on my food twice and a lot of she hair falls on my baby's stuff like in the diaper, on my baby's cloth, bed, blanket etc..... i've hinted her by pulling out her hair from my baby cloth in front of her but no reaction. I think I got to wash all my baby stuff again after she left.
4. I was curious that why everytime when she wake up and leave the room then my baby will wake up. Until I did spot check a few times and found that she put baby sleeping next to her so that she dun need to step over to baby cot to pick up baby when baby cry. Everytime i ask why she will give me funny reasons which I was damn angry but I have to still not to be harsh as baby sleeping with her. And when she put baby sleep with her on the master bed which baby is DIRECTLY UNDER aircond.
5. We sent baby to clinic for jaundice check up and doc found that her cord is being infected. When I told her when we get home she just tell me "is like that for every baby when cord almost drop off la".........
6. She dun clean baby's bottom part with water or wipe when she change diapers. Until one day I found that my baby's bottom is red and the inner part was screwed. When i help to clean her up, her was so painful. My tears just fall up uncontrollable. When i tell her nicely, she just give me the standard answer "is like that one la"
7. She only cook 3 meals for me everyday until my mum and in law ask why there is no supper. During first week she say because i got stitches at the womb so cannot take chicken. In second week she still not cooking supper until i hinted to her "I WANT SUPPER". She gave husband reason that the pot for cooking herbs dun have filter so cannot sook herbs supper. Husband went to supermarket near by to buy one with filter. Guess what? After that day I do get herbs supper and SHE NEVER USE THE FILTER AT ALL!!!!!
8. My husband bring her to wet market first week to buy stuff. In second week, before she go market i told her to get one week stock as husband needs to work cannot go wet market everyday. She answer ok to me and my husband. Before they leave market, husband saw that she holds very little stuff so double confirm with her again which she confirmed that she already got 1 week stock. But in the evening, she was telling me that she needs to go wet market two days later as she need to buy more stock. When i question her why she dun get 1 week stock as i already highlighted to her. Her reply was because i did not told her that husband is not free to bring her there in the following week and the money husband gave her b4 he go ATM is not enuf. I was damn angry and ask why she don't tell husband she need more money when husband come back from ATM and meet her in market? She just keep quite. I was damn angry and tell her that no one going to wet market in the following week so she need to find her way how to settle in the following week.
9. She loves TV. When I start to bring my baby to living room in the second week, she enjoyed TV a lot and sometimes she can be feeding baby while watching TV but she dun pay attention to baby's milk bottle, sometimes baby can be just sucking air and she is not realise but happily watching tv. I've catch that few times and reminded her.
I am really really DAMN FED UP with her and wanted to use FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF for her. I hope ppl who plan to hire confinement lady will see this post especially ppl with similar name so that you dont make the wrong decision for you and your baby.
coloring....
Since i was young, i'm never good in drawing, coloring or anything to do with art. But this morning when i was doing my work in office suddenly i feel like doing water coloring!!! What a big surprise!!! Don't know why and how this tot come to my mine.... just that i find it is weird and should i really go get a coloring book and a set of water color?? (when i bored then wht will happen to the water color??? muahahahahha)
wish list 2009
Moving towards end of year 2008, I think is a good time to prepare for wish list 2009. I think this is the first time I really write down my wish list because I really WISH TO HAVE!
1. The most important one! Our very own space with our very own kitchen space where we can cook together as family. Our very own nice room and family area. (expensive and something really very high to be archive)
2. Learn to cook more variety nice food. Feel sad that didn't really able to cook well for hubby. Wish to be able to cook at least once nice big meal from starter till dessert every weekend for family.
hmm..... i think two wish list is not a lot but i think it takes time to complete. I think as long as i can archive these two i'm really happy because that forms the complete family (i think) :)
HH 9923
This morning my hubby and me involved in a car accident at Jalan Tun Razak. The case was happen due to a tourist cab with plat number HH 9923 suddenly stop at the middle of the road due to wrong direction. Hubby manage to stop on time so he dun hit the car in front but the waja behind was not able to stop on time and hit into hubby's car.
After that, that tourist cab just run away without giving any help or something. Please pass this on! Do not take this tourist cab if you see this plat number!!!!
A song that will touch your heart
From time to time, there are different songs that will really touch the deepest part of my heart. Not sure is it because change of environment or age..... i found that lately those oldies songs are easily hit the deepest part of my heart.
During the time i just started to work, Bangle's Eternal Flame was my favorite, maybe because that time i was still so "in love" with someone from my uni time and i was so hope to be able to be with him one day.
After that, Britney's From the bottom of my broken heart. This round maybe is because i finally realise that my dream guy is never a possible in reality.
Sometimes before I got marry, Selena's dreaming of you was the most popular song in my playlist. I found this song when i was listen to yahoo channel one day, i just found the song is so soft but so mean in for my life.
During song selection for wedding dinner march in, I was so into "Tonight I Celebrate My Love". I still remember this is the first song i put into my pda and i keep on repeating it until the extend i think i'm crazy.
The actual day photographer prepared the day time photos into a slide show for wedding dinner. He use Jim Brickman's My Valentine as one of the song. I still remember on that night we urge the hotel catering team to start the dinner asap as many of our relative arrive very early. Both me and hb was waiting outside the main entrance door but there's still music playing in the ballroom. Until one moment where i heard everyone claps and the manager come and told us to get ready where they are going to play the march in song soon. I was curious why ppl claps. On that night itself i ask my relatives, frens etc... but everyone just say claps for nothing until i saw the video myself. It was a big shocked that the photographer did a very very good job. It was a very touching video. After i got back to work, my collueages and bosses all wanted to know who is the photographer even my cousin's hb which is a ID loved his work and hired him as his company product photographer. After that i was so into my valentine until today.
Biz trip vs biz trip
I started my biz trip journey ALONE to Jakarta by end Feb. It was a real scary trip as before I go I keep on getting horror stories from brother, collueage and the worst thing is on the day before i departure my boss drop me a greeting "have a safe trip" before he left office. I was like...... omg.... u make me scared....
Well, luckily someone from the office in Jakarta pick me up from airport but I didn't enjoy myself too much for the remaining of few days in Jakarta. Because I dun enjoy the food. I can say that for the whole trip, the total food intake is even lesser than my daily total food intake in Malaysia. Most of the time I only take some rice or something plain so i don't feel hungry. The meal that I enjoy the most is the western breakfast that the hotel provide because i enjoy cereals a lot. On the other hand, that was the first and only trip that I carry mineral water in my luggage and fly all the way from KL to Jakarta. I bring total for 3 big bottles of mineral water and 1 small bottle of mineral water.(I was thinking whether I'm the only one doing that and will the custom think that I'm crazy)
End of March, I've been called to SG immediately due to a major issue happen in client place. I was pretty ok with SG because i have friends and relatives there but the bad news was the country manager told me that he can't find a hotel for me because all hotels are fully booked. On the day of departure, he send me a email saying that he managed to book a room for me somewhere in a nice resort place. Ends up, i was staying in a hotel which has no shops around and very far away from town. Therefore i didn't get to shop for anything.
After i flew back to malaysia i tot that i can stay for a while before i need to travel again but once i step into office the next day, i got a mail frm Sg which asking me to fly down for a meeting the next day. OMG!!! Even the admin staff was shocked when i ask her to buy air ticket again.
After rounds of biz trip, I really feel it is very tiring and wasting time to travel like this. But one thing i like to fly to sg again is because i love to shop in changi airport!!! It is really a shopping paradise as the things are cheap compare to those selling in malaysia (same brand, same items after convert to RM) and more varieties!!!
